Dear, Dear Lawrence....
I am posting my reply to you on here, because I want it to be read by anyone who feels inclined to read it.
I don't do 'Worship'.......I don't have that kind of relationship with God.
What would he want with that kind of relationship?
I can't be an atheist...because I can feel my soul. There is something in me that is not to do with this earth and its many delights and tragedies. And Because it is in me.....it must be in everyone else. I don't believe that my personality - ego - will go on after my body has died.....but....I have 'experienced' the eternal part.
So, I fall out with God (on a regular basis) often I'm not on speaking terms.....I mean....I can't settle down and tune in to the Force......
I feel just as devastated and bereft......(yes, bereft...is an excellent word to use).....when I lose someone close to me because they have died (and there are more and more funerals at our time of life, aren't there?). But, unlike Mr. Dawkins, whose courage and truth I admire enormously, I just know there is that part of us....which will always be.....and 'always' is a long time.......so I am concerned about its going in the right direction. Well, it does go it the right direction...because I don't believe 'that' part of us can do otherwise if we are trying to 'cherish and treasure' one another.
So, I do get angry......but...hey.....I don't want to get even!!
I apologise for my clumsy words.......but we can't all be Richard Dawkins, now can we?
Only those become weary of angling who bring nothing to it but the idea of catching fish.
He was born with the gift of laughter and a sense that the world is mad....
Rafael Sabatini